I have been having a very hard day today. Woke up very emotional. Get all upset over the littlest thing. And man everything today has been on my nerves. I felt like I have been losing my mind today......
Then it just came to me why I have been having such a day....
Today is my Dad's Birthday...he would have been 51 today.
Oh I miss him soooooo much. It hurts even!
I just want to say....."Daddy I love you!"
RIP
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My Sweet Jillian,
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry you are having a hard day... I hope it's comforting for you to know that he's celebrating his Bday in Heaven!
Perhaps you, Tayler, and Nic could get a little birthday cake tonight and celebrate his spirit at home... talk about him, look at pictures, etc.
You know he's always around you.
(((((((((((((((you))))))))))))))))
love you!
♥
Oh my gosh sweetie. I'm so sorry. These days won't get better. It will just be more time in between each and every bad day you have sweetie. Just remember he loved you and all the good times you had together. It just hurts like hell cause you loved him so much. No shame in that. Embrace each and every memory and soon you'll take that energy from being sad to do other things with it..later on when you miss him like you did today..you can just sit and scrap a layout of him and sit and look at it and smile...and remember the good times. Unfortunatly there is no date or time when it will happen..you'll just know sweetie.
ReplyDeleteLove you very much and have a better evening...
xoxooxoox Jody
I'm so very sorry you have lost your dad and are missing him so. It's hard to lose a parent at any age, but especially when they are so young. I think it's important to try and remember the happy times and times you have laughed together. :) Remember he is watching you and still enjoying and taking part in your life.
ReplyDeletei do believe it's time for a new blog entry!
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