My world...

These two are my entire life. I love them with all my heart. I look forward to seeing them everyday. They truly are....like father like daughter. Tayler is just like her Daddy in so many ways. I am so very happy having these two in my life.
It never fails when you get these two together joking around....I laugh so hard!! They have the same kind of humor.....Oh my poor Tayler...lol

I love you guys!!
Mommy/Wife

My little angel

Tayler is my beautiful little angel! I love her so very much.



So we were sitting at home while Nic was at drill. Not sure what to do....so we took some pictures. We had a blast. Even though we ended up with so very few good ones. It was the journey that was fun!



I love her little face. I just want to kiss her little cheeks every time I see her.
I have such a sweet, beautiful, smart, loving little girl. She is my world!!

Thank you!

I just want to ramble for a few.....lol sorry!
So along time ago (about 14 years) I met this boy and fell in love. He and his family changed my life. I love you Nicholas!
But I think his mom made of of the biggest changes in me. I used to be very shy and quiet...( I know hard to believe!) She pulled me aside one day and told me that I needed to stick up for my self and say what is on my mind. Just be me!!! It changed the way I see myself and how I am around people. I feel either you like me or you don't!
Sometimes I forget to just be me, do what makes me happy rather than what everyone wants me to do.....
I had a wonderful conversation last night with a dear lovely friend Jody. She reminded me that I need to just be me....Do things that make me happy. I have to find the time to do those things.....no matter what! I love you Jody....our long talk while guys were busy means alot to me!!! Thank You!!!

This makes me happy!

I have the best little angel doll ever!! I can not believe she is 5 years old....wow...where did the time go?

ugh

Work....run Tayler....sleep....repeat!!!
I love it most days. But now and again, I really want a day for me!

Dad

I have been having a very hard day today. Woke up very emotional. Get all upset over the littlest thing. And man everything today has been on my nerves. I felt like I have been losing my mind today......


Then it just came to me why I have been having such a day....

Today is my Dad's Birthday...he would have been 51 today.

Oh I miss him soooooo much. It hurts even!

I just want to say....."Daddy I love you!"

RIP

OOOPS!!!

So I forgot to blog last night. Even after I told Anne I totally would. (sorry Anne)
Well yesterday was a pretty stressful day at work. So glad it was a Bunco Night!!! I needed some time for me to unwind!
Bunco was a BLAST! My great friend Anne was a sub last night and even came in 2nd place! You totally should have been there for her acceptance speech.....but since you were not her is a little....."I would like to thank God, my family, and all my fans" LOL It was great. But that speech was put to shame when we left and she did her " I won 2nd Place" Dance!! Totally Fab!!!
Then we went to Target to run a muck for 20 min. til they closed!
We had a great time.
I was so tired when I got home I just went straight to sleep.

Bunco

Bunco tonight!! I will blog about my most likely loss later. But I am way excited...my good friend Miss Anne will be joining me to play!!!! This will be a blast like usual!

To ALL my friends!!!

I has a blast this weekend! Saturday started out going to work early (not the best part of the weekend....lol) After I left work I met Tayler and Nic at Soccer, then went to lunch. We had such a great time together. Tayler and I went to Michael's and shopped for a bit. She fell asleep on the trip home. Then I headed off to Anne's house for make-overs and pics. I loved my make-over...I felt really pretty. Then we all ( Anne, Jody, Darren, Les, Roxanne and I) went to dinner at Ruby Tuesdays!
We all had a blast....laughing and joking around. Then me and Roxanne stayed the night at Anne's house. Stayed up taking lots more pics and talking. It was great just to relax and unwind. When we woke up we hung out some more and went through some clothes.....(love them....thanks Anne) I brought home lunch to Nic and Tayler.....and had a great Sunday afternoon with them.....including snuggle nap time with Tayler!!!

Thanks to the ladies for such a great weekend!!

I love my new tattoo. It is a flower that my daddy drew. The tattoo says Daddy....it is in my dad's hand writing. I found a story/list of child hood memories with the word "Daddy" in it....I was so happy. How perfect!!!
We found it in a book as we were going through his things after he passed away. It has been almost a year now. Most days I feel ok, but there are some that are way harder than others to get through. I dont think I would make it if it wasnt for my loving family and wonderful friends.

Home with a sick kid

Tayler was sick, so I stayed home to take care of her today. By this afternoon she was feeling well enough to try some dress up. She was so cute I had to share these.

Laughter is a good stess relief

I got home and hubby showed me this....
It was so funny I had to share.
What you think?

Stress reliever

Feeling stressed
not sure what to do....
take a break
and Blog a few....